It's Hard To Sleep Sometimes

Its Hard To Sleep
With These Thoughts In my Head
i Wonder Sometimes
If id Be Better Off Dead
The Pain i Go Through
And Tears That i Cry
i Am Wondering When
These Tears Will All Dry
With Words Exchanged
i Run Back To Write
my Feelings So Confused
my Body Willing To Fight
my Hand It Stings
From The Hole In my Wall
To GOD i Will Pray
That YOU Will Never Call
And Tell me How im Wrong
And Make me Feel So Bad
These Things That YOU Say
All Make me So Sad
im Sorry im A LOSER
im Sorry im So DUMB
Its All my Fault
im Sorry im A BUM
So LAZY And STUPID
So IMATURE And So Blind
happiness And health
Will It, i Ever Find?
-zach

Like It Really Matters

I may not talk back
and I may not yell
But little do you know
You'll never break this shell
I am who I am
like it or not
you can't make me change
so take your best shot
call me an Ass
Hit me some more
It won't do a damn thing
because I'm me at the core
You may call me different
like thats bad
You may say its my fault
each time that your sad
Go ahead
like I care
I've given up
It's never been fair
I'm done feeling like shit
I'm done wasting my days
Now I can forget
and do things my ways.

A Good Friend

A Crying Friend
to me
Is like a Dieing Friend
to me
They need love and comfort
like me
And hugs and kisses
like me
They have fights and problems
to fear
Scarey things and enemies
my dear
Friends fearing love
is sad
And Friends trusting no one
is bad
I want to help them
rid the pain
To show them sunshine
in the rain
Let them know
and show them love
Make them happy
have them let go of
The sins they've made
The bad things done
The pain recieved
and tell them not to run
For to me my friend
I love you so
do not cry
or hang your head low
I'll pick you up
while you are down
I'm here for you
So never frown

-Zach

Always Fogotten

Sometimes I feel Forgotten
Like no one really cares
Sometimes I feel Forgotten
Like no ones really there
Sometimes I feel Forgotten
Like I'm being left behind
Sometimes I feel Forgotten
Now I feel So blind
Sometimes it's hard to see
the lies in front of you
Sometimes it's hard to see
that none of them are true
Sometimes it's hard to see
the friends that are fake
Sometimes it's hard to see
the good ones are hard to make
left out for the start
and forgotten by the end
it's hard to trust people
when they are barely you friend
lessons learned
and teachings taught
friendship lost
and sorrow caught
lost forever
and never found
always forgotten
and never around

True Love's Life Story

True Love made so secret
it leaves a bloody trail
this pain I want to keep it
but my efforts they do fail
True Love is so fragile
on a pedestal it does shake
I'm careful and I'm agile
but it falls, and then breaks
True Love is then lost
by one simple move
the story is then tossed
and now there is something to prove
True Love walks so calmly
making teardrops in my eyes
it pushes on so strongly
my teardrops they never dry
True Love can be fixed
by hearts so strong
our feelings can be mixed
and find that we belong
True Love is within reach
but it cannot be touched
our hearts they feel a breach
other have them clutched
True Love fights free
it cannot be stopped
together we will be
and trespassers will be cropped

Where did she go?

A mystery never solved
And an answer never found
You left so softly
Never making a sound
Where’d you go
Without a word
Where’d you go
I never heard
Your reasons for leaving
And never calling
This message I’m leaving
Is to show my hope is never falling
But yet I still sit and wonder
How far away you are
I sit here wishing
That you’re not drunk at some bar
But even if you are
I still love you
And until you get back
i still miss you
and once you are back
I would hug you
And please know
My heart would never leave you
So when you’re ready
Call me back
Leave a message
And I swear to you that
your absence will be forgotten
and your kids will never know
the life you lived
and the things you used to show
this love is strong
even when your gone
but when your close
nothing is wrong

Zach

Some May Try

Love is Beautiful
and so are you
Love is Beautiful
I wish you knew
the Breath I take
is taken away
Your way of Life
Your way of Living
the way you laugh
Your way of Giving
tidings and good cheer
Smiles full of fun
Loving life
and Living life out on the run
never stopping
and always Waiting
for your Love
Never fadeing
Love is Powerful
like a car
Love is Powerful
no matter who you are
strong as an ox
but more fragil than glass
some may try
and others may pass
Leaving Love
where Love is lost
Leaving Love
not knowing the cost
of those that are gone
and those that are here
always strong
here's a cheer
good Luck to you
my Loving friend
here's my Heart
to You, it I lend.
-Zach