It's Hard To Sleep Sometimes

Its Hard To Sleep
With These Thoughts In my Head
i Wonder Sometimes
If id Be Better Off Dead
The Pain i Go Through
And Tears That i Cry
i Am Wondering When
These Tears Will All Dry
With Words Exchanged
i Run Back To Write
my Feelings So Confused
my Body Willing To Fight
my Hand It Stings
From The Hole In my Wall
To GOD i Will Pray
That YOU Will Never Call
And Tell me How im Wrong
And Make me Feel So Bad
These Things That YOU Say
All Make me So Sad
im Sorry im A LOSER
im Sorry im So DUMB
Its All my Fault
im Sorry im A BUM
So LAZY And STUPID
So IMATURE And So Blind
happiness And health
Will It, i Ever Find?
-zach

Like It Really Matters

I may not talk back
and I may not yell
But little do you know
You'll never break this shell
I am who I am
like it or not
you can't make me change
so take your best shot
call me an Ass
Hit me some more
It won't do a damn thing
because I'm me at the core
You may call me different
like thats bad
You may say its my fault
each time that your sad
Go ahead
like I care
I've given up
It's never been fair
I'm done feeling like shit
I'm done wasting my days
Now I can forget
and do things my ways.